blistering feet, AGAIN. rahh. did pointe work at dance today. goodness me. i think my ankles became stronger. either tt or it cld be confidence level cos i cld actually do pose turns en pointe. stares oh wells. aft dance, my mother drove th car all th way to sch and then to NUS for my brother's interview thing. while waiting for her to finish jamming at marine parade, i was talking to th dance ppl abt really stupid stuff. hahahaha. we were like exploring each othrs phones and stuff. hahaha, so LAME. anyways. th car trip to NUS was kinda fun. LOL. we drove past like first avenue to sixth avenue and past sunset way and past KAP. hahahaha. th funniest part was sunset way cos i rmb van telling me abt some stuff thr, so i smsed her. at NUS carpark, thr was this vw golf which had a similar carplate to miss lee's class and ovr tt, i smsed van too. LOL. so disgusting, i had no socks and my PE skirt had split, again. hahahaha. so i was like sock-less in my sch shoes and with blistering feet. ew. aft having lunch thr, we went off. then again halfway on th trip back to home, van called me. hahahahaha. we spent FOURTEEN MINUTES TWENTY-SEVEN SECONDS talking about miss lee and joey. oh my. i've nvr hated favouritism so much. oh wells. tt was bcos somehow we ended up talking abt tingfang too. ahh. when i got home, i had to get ready to go out again cos chiying asked me out and i. i suggested to watch take the lead. chiying readily agreed even tho she had watched it alr. why? cos th movie was AWESOME. i envy th choreographer. anyways, when i got to orchard road, chiying's friends told me she went missing. tt girl knew alcinda too, how coincidental. anyways, we found chiying leaning against th pillar of wheelock's place, on th verge of breaking down. i guess it was quite a bad freak shock. cos her phone died too. ah wells. aft those other friends of hers went off, we headed for lido to get tickets. who knew th movie wld be full and if we were to watch it, we had to sit at th FRONT row. ew. then i rmbed i had seen on th newspaper tt anthr cinema was previewing th movie too but i din rmb whr. so i called van and make her check newspapers. then we had to get her to ask ppl whr it was. ahahaha. thankyou so much van. [: so we headed off to th new destination. it was CATHAY CINEPLEX. hahahaha NEWLY OPEN. wahas. yes i agree th movie was AWESOME but still, some information had been neglected. i mean like wat happened to pierre dulaine's wife? like how had she died and stuff. oh wells. th moves were so cool. th music too! i think th lead actor was SLEEK. hahahahaha. i liked th part when LaRhette had to learn to trust Rock. goodness. i wanna watch it again too! but i'll be broke. hahaha. after th movie, we walked to plaza sing and browsed at stuff and then headed for home. ahh. so tired now. esp my BLISTERED FEET ]:

hello there. [EDIT]elizabeth tried impersonating mrs fern on my tagboard just now. gullibility. i actually for a moment thought it was for real. IT WAS MRS FERNANDEZ.[/EDIT] LOLS. anyways, today was a bad day. i just cant help feeling frustrated. eurgh. today's dance was damn funny though. cos after taking measurements for costumes, charlotte, joy, sharmainkoh, xinwei, jessica, kellie and i were like talking abt a LOT of funny stuff. hahahahaha. some of th topics we were on were kinda gross. hahahahaha. danitza and eli think i'm NUTS over miss lee cos it seems like my prev posts hv quite a LOT on her. oh wells. it's th fun la. i also mentioned a LOT abt MISS LAU wat. hoho. anyways. today, we revealed our identities as angels. seems tt my angel was.. LIWEI! hahahahahaha. i shall not reveal who my new ward is. it's so hilarious. oh wells. this post isnt gonna be very long. oh wells. i guess this is goodbye for now.

not that i'm gloating but i'm sorta like glad to know tt thr's someone who knows how i felt when the whole closest friend thing ended. ruici and i are wallowing in our sorrows. i feel like bitching around. i'm sad. i'm pissed. i'm very annoyed & perhaps annoying too. anyways, ruici you'll get ovr it soon and i hope you do. anyways. why am i sad? cos miss lee's leaving. i really hate it. it's gonna be like two more weeks till miss chua comes back. i dont know why i'm feeling sooo sad. but oh wells. today when i realised tt in a fortnight tt she'll be gone. i was ever so tempted to cry during th second lit period. why though. i dont understand. anyways, we took our class photo today. after dismissal, i was walking along th corridor with lynn and miss lee was like walking in front of us. i felt mischievous so i asked miss lee! what's your height? and danitza and lynn were laughing. miss lee tried to beat me up but i dodged. hahahahaha. oh wells. i cant believe i used to think miss lee was boring when she first came to relief miss chua. oh mann. i hate this. oh today's science practical test was bullshit. i screwed up a few stuff. blearghs. anyways, after i left sch, i headed for orchard road. i went to take measurements for a new black leotard. then i walked ovr to plaza singapura to check out th body shop cos i wanted to get th scent thingy for grace cos it's her bday today. oh tt reminds me.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!! oh wells. i feel really sad. i feel like bawling but nothing's coming out. i wonder why on earth was i so gullible. btw, i din get th scent thing in th end cos it was too expensive. i went home and after that, i went for piano lesson. i brought my sis along to try out. she was so fearful of mr ho. but she learnt th Cmajor scale. anyways. th recent book i'm reading is pride & prejudice. i think it's quite a good book filled with sarcasm. oh wells, tmr's th deadline for tt english story thing. and then again, how will miss lee knw if we've handed it up if we dun hv her lesson tmr?

oh wells. i'm at home now. i've gotten the click five CD. YAYYE. hahahahahaha. din manage to get th leotard cos i think it was getting quite late and orchardroad would start to JAM. oh wells. i forgot to mention wat happened during RAP today didnt i? all th while i was at twoCO's. hahahaha. i was talking to vanessa, davinia and geklynn and tt whole bunch of ppl. we were like doing lame stuff and told ghost stories in th partial-darkness cos it was raining ultra heavily so i guess we were inspired to tell ghost stories in tt spooky ambience. anyways, van and i also doodled quite a bit but mine was heavily decorated. HAHAHA. oh funny willa and jia hui came up with this FISH song in japanese to th tune of twinkle twinkle little star. omg. i was dying of laughter. [: let me try to scan it and put it up. omg. this is so funny.
omgomgomg. this is like really LAME hahahahaha. and btw, this are th FULL lyrics of th FISH song [:
saka saka sakana
watashi wa sakana
hambaga no naga de
hito no ga daisuki ga
totemo oishi desu
watashi wa sakana
RAHH. i miss being in th same class as vanessa, willa and jia hui. oh th hilarious people with funny lyrics. last year we had jiahui the mudnut and willa-la willa-la willa-willa-lei. LOL. oh mann :'( anyways, th english translation to th song is this i am fish stuck in th middle of a hamburger. i am loved by everyone and i am delicious! i am fish [: oh wells. come to think of it, it has QUITE a sadistic meaning to it. LOL. i miss them ]:

yayye. i'm like using th sch comp. actually th point of this was to discuss and do part of our ENGLISH hw. in th end, weiqin has to go for tuition, kelleynne has to go for ballet and minyi's got ballet too. blearghs. charW's missing at th canteen enjoying meepok. DOTS. anyways i forgot to bring my sci prac 2 bk wahas. so i got punished. HAHAHA. oh wells. not only that, i just calculated my sci marks. BULLSHIT. i got like.. B3. fuck. nearing th end of th lesson, th fire drill alarm rang. guess wat. we had to do th emergency evacuation exercise. eurgh. oh yes, it's katrina's bday today so.. HAPPYBIRTHDAY KATRINA hahahaha. anyways, sch comps SUCK. rahh. stupid html codes are so difficult to handle on th sch comp. ew. oh after th exercise, it was LIT and apparently th exercise took up a LOT of time so we forgoed th 2.4km run for th rest of th class. sigh. lit lesson was kinda OKAY, considering we had jovel drawing th settings for th bunkhouse. after recess was MATHS. omg. this is juicy. just ytd i was talking abt giving respect to miss lau. today, she talked exactly abt tt. i really think weSHE made her really exasperated. she was so frustrated tt she cried. it was quite unbelievable to actually see dust getting into her eyes cos we din knw she was so easily affected. it was really really sad and actually kinda funny as in th way miss lau tried to cheer herself up. hahaha. i was kinda tempted to go cheer up miss lau. hahahahaha. btwn maths and CS period, i was like talking to dan, asking if we shld do this card or letter of apology for miss lau. i was thinking tt we could put it at her car's windscreen but then again, th sky was so tempted to pour, so we decided on putting at th pegion hole instead. ahh wells. i guess nothing much has happened. i know i said i'm like supposed to do my english thing in sch but adria's like blog-browsing and i'm blogging and charW's still missing so OH WELLS. after this i hope i have enough time to actually go to HMV to get th CD and tt sonata had better be open. i wanna get tt black leotard. rahh. oh did i mention tt keejia said tt i looked cute when i carry schbag. i was like -vomits- and then i was like thinking, dammit, tt's a comment most of us make on miss lee. OH WELLS.

[ 61.5% ] oh wtf. my maths grades are sliding. so utterly upseting ]: i think it's th geomancy. hoho. i mean like for th first maths test, i sat wit pearlyn and my score was like 24.5 and when i changed place, my maths grades dropped to a boderline pass. wtf. i mean like yeahh, even though she has a maths tutor tt gives no reason to act so big abt it cos i still need to learn. i mean yeahh, i dun like miss lau THAT much but like hello, respect her as a teacher would you. i appreciate tt she can actually put up with our class and YES, i want her as our maths tchr. and YES, i want to listen to her. dont fuck up abt her cos i WANT to LEARN. seriously. and like seriously give me some space on MY OWN table. it IS my territory. i get FED up ovr it cos i HATE it. and yes, it PISSES me off. RAHH. oh wells. for science today, we had a practical lesson in th laboratory. i broke a test tube and had to pay forty-five cents. i broke it cos i washed it straight after heating it. crack and shatter. blearghs. bottomless test tube. oh wells. after sch today, scdance did casting for th chinese dance item. ahh. and van told me tt miss tan had parked her car right next to miss lee's. hoho. i like th car plate number lol. it had my FAVOURITE number in it [: and it was a volksGOLF. wahas. so hilarious. anyways. i'm still dwindling over thoughts of wat to get for grace's birthday which is in like TWO DAYS. which means science practical test is in TWO DAYS. and class phototaking is also in TWO DAYS. that's beside the point. so i think i shld get grace MUSK or PERFUME. why? cos it may be th last present she'll get frm me. i mean like i dont suppose i'll be seeing her and th whole bunch anymore. isnt it all too sudden. seems like yesterday i was CHUBBY and in that light pink cotton leotard swaying a SMALL scarf. and apparently it was just last friday that i wore red lycra leotard with red chiffon skirt and black character skirt with red ribbons holding a BIG scarf. it's all too sudden. but who cares. leaving all th unhappiness behind may be what i need to do. maybe it IS th path carved out for me to follow. i cant bend th future tt lies ahead. it's just tt sometimes it's hard to let go. we all know that and we all loathe that feeling. but sometimes, however hard you try to hold onto it, it escapes from you even faster and even leaving a hurtful and emotional moment. it bites you to know it's gone, no longer there. but isnt it a way you would feel tt you're freed frm th emotional hurt? it's like if you dont let go of th old, th new wont make its way. i guess that's one way to look at it. oh wells. this post didnt mean to be a melancholic one so i shall change th topic. miss lee was quite pissed today. she was quite OKAY when she first came in but then she had to get out of class for a while and returned only tenminutes before th english period ended. that was when her mood swung. and tmr's PE lesson and lit lesson has been swapped cos of 2.4km. oh wells, GO GO GO twoPE and thr rest of th ppl who havent ran. [:

omg. i'm having fun with background tags. LOL. anyways, i had a HAIRCUT!! hahahaha. finally. my hair's seriously too thick and every freaking hairdresser who attempts cutting my hair complains tt it's too dry and too thick. lol. sounds like hay to me. oh anyways. i'm going backwards in time. th last period of sch was supposed to be assembly but it was swapped with CE period. we had MASS PE! oh wells. my team lost all three games. hoho. maybe it was cos i threw th ball too hard. wahas. oh wells, before mass PE was english lesson. miss lee grouped us according to our register number, sorta like th science lab benches. so i was grped up wit nicole, rachel lee and katrina. we were supposed to so called make a newspaper. hahahaha. it's group work. oh wells. nicole katrina and i were like talking about how prefects shouldnt book for low socks and wrong uniform cos it's like totally outrageous. and then i was like OH YEAHH. we can put tt under FORUM. and nicole was like yeahh, debate [: then she wrote this "no prefects" thing on th rough layout of our newspaper. and i just doodled NIKE in pink and black on this redundant piece of foolscap. then miss lee came over, she picked up this piece of newspaper and hinted to us tt we needed an advertisement on newspapers and i was like OH! i just did a NIKE thing, maybe we can paste it on. hoho. then miss lee took th paper frm me and scruntinised it. hoho. it was just a random doodle but it turned out quite satisfying for me. HOHO. i'm turning into anthr NIKE addict like MISS LAU. LOLS. oh wells. then she saw tt NO PREFECTS headline thing. then nicole told her wat we had wanted to do wit it and rachel, being a prefect, was like trying to make miss lee go to her side cos we were violating th prefects! HOHO. so miss lee was like rachel, you should tell them th benefits of being a prefect and having prefects. katrina nicole and i were like NO BENEFITS! hahahaha. then nicole said tt it would be smthn like a debate on th forum or smthn, then miss lee became lame. she said smthn like : oh you all shld then name it de thig you catch de fischt widt. i was like hurh, dun geddit. then miss lee started breaking out in laughter and she repeated, and i was like OH. i think i got it but then again i might not have? then i started breaking out it laughter. and nicole gave some lame ans and i was like sorta exasperated and miss lee was like oh thank you yiting, you showed exactly how i was gonna be like. then miss lee was like oh do you all geddit? then nicole was like the thing you catch the fish with? a net? hahahah. and miss lee was like leaning on my shoulder breaking into larger fits of laughter. oh goodness. so hilarious. miss lee saw me laughing mad so she knew i kinda got it but i was not exactly confident of it so i din explain it in case MALU. hahaha. she walked off and came back five minutes later. she was like de thig you catch fisch wid is like the thing u catch the fish with? BAIT? DE BAIT [debate]?! rachel katrina and i were like LAME MISS LEE, YOU'RE SOOOOOO LAME. and we just left nicole in confusion. lols. SO LAME. debate, RIGHT. maybe you all dont get th thing but it was seriously LAME. oh my goodness -.- oh for english test, i think i totally screwed it. and for th swapped CE period we had assembly. dr willam tan came to talk to us. he's like this guiness world records' holder and he's got a LOT of degrees. LOL. charmaine phua, lynn and i were sitting with each othr again. th funniest phrases he used were like: penguin poo-poo, kindergarten dropout. so funny.. oh my goodness. we all thought he was VERY inspiring and horribly funny and also a tinge of egoistic. hahahaha cos thr was this time he expected APPLAUSE frm us and he was like thank you, thank you. lol. it was kinda fun. oh my, i dont mind listening to that kind of speeches for assemblies in th future. hahahaha. before that was geog test. ahh. th paper wasnt tt bad but i think i kinda screwed th last few questions. hoho. oh guess who i saw on th bus i took after i had my haircut.. STELLA. yes. th old SC-girl frm fourSY, netball captain. i thot she looked familiar frm th back but i kinda doubted it was her at first cos i was on th bus 31. and when i saw th front i was like, HOLY, IT IS HER! then she was like staring at my skirt, then th class tee THEN th SOCKS. lol. and she started whispering to her friends she's from SC. i was quite tempted to say hello to her. HAHAHAHA. i smsed tingfang and she told me to punch her eyes. LAME. lol. oh wells. and when i got off th bus, she and her two othr friends kept looking out of th window at my shirt and i could see her mouthing, SEE SHE'S FROM SC! I KNEW IT. i was like, phew, imagine if tt was esther. JUNYAN WOULD BE SO JEALOUS! rahh. lols. oh wells. it's RAINY now. i'm getting off blogger [:

i'm listening to th BURN THE FLOOR soundtrack now. omg. total HOTNESS. th show was damn nice. omg. desiree and debo came ovr so tt my father could drive all of us thr. i think wanna dance? was kinda okay. my favourite though, was fantasy waltz. i was like oh-my-goodnessing throughout th whole show. i mean seriously, th thing was DAMN HOT. hahahaha. oh btw, i saw cheng gong and ramona. how coincidental! ahh. my next fav was jump and jive. totally BROADWAY. hahahaha so COOL. th dancers were like damn pro la. anyways throughout ACT1 i was sitting with deborah, desiree and beverly. th least unexpected hurh. anyways, alcinda smsed me to ask whr i was sitting, i'd let beverly help me reply saying tt i'm sitting with her. i felt like poking her with freaking sticks/stakes. oh wells. still, even tho th seats we had were quite off-center, th lightings were seriously catchy. and i LOVE th background. it looked like stars. hoho. after ACT1 i was like i'm so gonna get th soundtrack. and i DID during th interval! hahahahaha. we kinda thought tt th show should have been rated PG13 or smthn cos it had portrayed quite a large amnt of sexual chemistry btwn males and females. it was also mentioned in th programme sheet which debo bought at like TEN BUCKS?! -stares- anyways, we were trying to figure out th dancers. i noticed that this guy called brendon looked kinda meterosexual? hahahaha. desiree and i tried to spot him, hubert and some other dancers. so hilarious. and yeahh, some of th females' costumes were kinda expose. and for quite a few of th items, th guys had to bare their chests. holy. stephanie looked traumatised. LOL. ACT2 wasnt bad, th last item was HOT. like seriously HOT. hahaha. tt item was hip hop hotter and we din really get th thing abt passionata. oh wells. but it was still beautiful. after th show, we walked to th taxi stand to wait for my father's car. on th way thr, we went past NYDC. i cldnt stop gasping cos it reminded me of th unfairness of mrs chia and miss lee treating van's OM group to NYDC at holland. RAHH. i was so lame i took a pic of it. lols. my father drove all of us home. hahahaha, we kinda squished my sister in th car. oh wells. i still kinda wanna watch BURN THE FLOOR again. HEHS. oh btw, thanks a LOT van -.- now th song gomenasai by TATU is like stuck in my head. oh wells. i checked out th lyrics. kinda cool. hahahahaha. here goes :-
What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was a one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
oh wells. th song's sad. ]: HRMPH. i shall continue listening to th BURNTHEFLOOR soundtrack. wahahs. i like th jazz music. LOL. oh tt reminds me. i want th song come away with me & sunrise & don't know why by NORAH JONES. limewire died on me yesterday so.. eck. anyways, it's high time fore me to think carefully about whether to stop ms lee's classes and join sch. oh wells. i mean like, i wish i could take th guilt whenever i go back for classes but th show ytd was alr bad enough. i could feel hatred coursing thru my veins th moment i saw alisha and when i saw ms lee, i felt like swinging my fist right at her face RAHH.

THIS IS TH FINAL STRAW. I'M ALREADY AT A LOSS. I'VE GOT NOTHING TO LOSE.
oh wells. this shall be th seventh post in a row mentioning van's name. LOL. hahahaha. cos ytd she came to my blog. lol. so funny. cos of th stuff abt miss lee, her name's been mentioned too. hahahahahaha. and my blogposts made her tired. HAHA. oh wells. i din go for dance today. i'm still headache-ing. pardon me. oh wells. i have half a mind on going to watch burn th floor tonight. i dont wanna see her. ew. oh wells. geog test's coming and it's gonna be counted in for CA2. this sucks much. i dont think i'll do well. i CANT do well for human geog. esp th stuff on trends and essay questions. blearghs. oh wells. new blogskin. reverted back to th navigations format. oh wells. i like this picture. hahahaha. mm hmm. anyways, i saw this on ruici's blog and i'm feeling bored right now, so i shall do it too [:

01. First Name? Yi Ting
02. Were you named after anyone? uhms. no.
03. Do you wish on stars? no
04. When did you last cry? uhms. ytd. vanessa knws why ]:
05. Do you like your handwriting? uhms. yeahh why not.
06. What is your favorite lunchmeat? uhms. wat's tt.
07. What is your birth date? 03041992
08. Mountains or Beach? beaches. i like sun. i like sea. i like sand. [:
09. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? yeahh, cos i knw wat i want.
10. Do you have a journal? uhms. yes.
11. Do you use sarcasm a lot? uhms. not so much really..
12. Do you have a nickname? ET. dav calls me tinggy or tigger -.- charlotte calls me yeeeteeeng. kaijin calls me eating.
13. Would you bungee jump? and die of an heart attack?! -stares-
14. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? NEVER!! [:
15. Do you think that you are strong? no. not mentally, not physically.
16. What is your favourite ice cream flavour? DARKCHOCOLATE. RASPBERRYSORBET.
17. Shoe Size? nike shoes are 8.5, sch schoes are 7.5, ballet shoes are 6.5, pointe shoes are 5.5
18. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? inability to control emotions. blearghs.
19. Who do you miss most? HMM. that's a tough one.
20. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? uh. this is a blogpost. haha.
21. What color pants and shoes are you wearing right now? black shorts and barefooted.
22. What are you listening to right now? shuffling music on WMP - LP's somewhere i belong
23. Last thing you ate? noodles.. th taste still lingering in my mouth
24. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? i'd be crimson. i'm impulsive.
25. What is the weather? uhms, sunny.
27. Last person you talked to on the phone? vanessa. tt wld be.. last night.
28. Something you notice about the opposite gender? uhm. height [:
29. Do you like the person who sent this to you? haha. i took this off ruici's blog. hoho.
30. Favorite Drink? MILO, RIBENA [omg i sound like van -.-] , CRANBERRY JUICE.
31. What is your favorite sport? no preference, but i HATEHATEHATE sprints.
32. Hair Color? black
33. Eye Color? super dark brwn tt looks blackish.
34. Do you wear contacts? yeahh but at th moment i'm in specs.
35. Favorite Food? uhms. hardly any preference.
36. Last Movie You Watched? hmm. dont rmb.
37. Favorite Day of the Year? uhms. i dont know.
38. Scary Movies or Happy Endings? happy endings i guess. horrors give me creeps.
39. Summer or winter? summer.
40. Hugs or Kisses? hugs. hahaha cos it's like a tradition in scgs.
41. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? uh. i hardly eat desert ]:
42. Who Is Most Likely To Respond? to what?
43. Who Is Least Likely To Respond? hurh.
44. Living Arrangements? i stay in a super old condo and sleep in a ultra messy room but i love it.
45. What book are you reading? uh. geog textbook.
46. What is on Your Mouse Pad? i dont use one.
47. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? uh. some chinese show on chnleight at 2100.
48. Favorite Sounds? musicmusicmusic [:
49. What is the furthest you've been from home? refuge of my home or th hse? if it's th first then tt'd be my subconcious
50. What do you admire about yourself? uh. high-arched feet [:
oh wells. how lame can these questions get. hahahahaha.

i wonder, is it just my eyes or th sky's really turning yellow. it seems as puzzled as i am. those raindrops so resemble to those that had churned in my eyes a few moments ago. i think you're absolutely absurd, along with your henchmen. i dont know if i shld just end it all. maybe i should leave. i think it'd be happier living anyways. die bitch, die. i feel so much better talking to my mother. oh wells. today's ballet exam wld be fine if it werent for th screwing up of the intro to battemente frappe. eurgh. anyways. i left sch early and got my father to fetch me home so tt i cld be on time. i sincerely thank those people who wished me goodluck in sch hahaha. nice people. oh wells. i dont know what to blog. for a moment i had so much to talk abt. oh btw, my right arm cramped during th ballet exam. thanks to th IPUs ytd. oh wells, it makes me feel healthier for some reason. thunder's rumbling. i wonder if tt's telling me tt my wrath's grumbling. oh wells. i need an outlet. i think i'll go for dance tmr or smthn. depending on who's going that is, obviously. and my parents are thinking of going to orchard tmr. HMM. i need to destress. i am going mental, or maybe alr am? EURGH. freaking burn the floor. i mean i dun mind watching but not with that woman in black and her henchmen. i'm sick of it alr. maybe let's all hope i turn momentarily claustrophobic and suffocate and faint at th show tmr so tt i can get out of tt place QUICK. ]:

vanessa and i are so gonna exceed smses. LOL. anyways. today was damn FUNNY. okay to me though. this morning, i gave vanessa tt piece of red paper i had been asked to design her name on. she was like WOOAHHH. as well as yichieh. lol. tell you what, i LOOOOVE geog. hahaha. if i din calculate wrongly, i'd get a BEAUTIFUL A1! hahahaha. oh wells. busking was kinda screwed today. oh wells. then miss lee's like kinda PMSS-ing. oh wells, i mean at least tt's wat van and i thinks cos she wasnt exactly like her usual noisy self when she came in for english, not only that, she threw tingfang out of class twice - in LIT and in ENG in SY. goodness. after sch, my class was scheduled to do their NAPFA at 1520, but i did it wit twoSY&twoCO cos i needed to leave early. needed to finish off hw and then get ready for ballet.. after all, tmr's th ballet exam. i'm like so proud of myself. I HIT MY TEN IPU TARGET. i did EIGHTEEN. omg. WAYY higher than i had expected. th ones tt i screwed was shuttle run. sit-ups i din really do much cos mrs bowness asked me to MOOOOVE halfway doing it. she promised to give me extra five seconds but SHE DIDNT. blearghs anyways i still got an A so TOO BAD! i partnered van. she did a freaking FIFTY. crazy woman. and she says she used to fail 1.6km in pri sch. i guess basketball really helped her. LOL. for SBJ, i purposely went under miss lau. van and i BURST out in laughter when she was like telling this girl stand one cm away.. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IS 1cm?! it was kinda ironic cos SHE herself is our mathematics tchr. van was quite reluctant to go under her but i was indignant. HEHS. i got an A for tt too. WHEEE. and th BEST - SIT&REACH. i broke my record TOO. hahaha. i reached SIXTY-ONE CENTIMETRES. HAHAHA. th othr students doing sit&reach and th teacher doing my scores were like OMG. hahahahahahaha. oh wells. i'm at an advantage cos of long body and short legs. hehs. ahhh. after tt, van and i walked to th bus-stop again. i was like damn freaking hyper and i kept saying oh van watch out, it's gonna rain. she hates it when it rains cos it means we'll have to be stranded in sch again. LOL. she was like waiting with me at th bus-stop i go to until it started drizzling. for tt period of time when we were thr, we were talking abt CARS and pointing out CARS. hahaha. i think volks beetles are CUTE. LOL. oh wells. it din exactly pour today. i've gotta prepare for ballet now.. final gradeseven class. goodness. so freaking fast.

trips taken to th sch library are usually boring. but not when you're there to dig information about old SC-girls who are now your teachers. HAHAHA. will elaborate on tt later. mrs quek wasted a LOT of time talking to us about how similar SS is to hist. seriously, we dont freaking care. anyways, we've calculated quite a few of th subjs' CA1 results. i freaking passed hist by 2.5% only. oh wells, not gonna harp on it. but my chinese. gahs. i failed by 6.5% RAHH. thanks to tt freaking 11/40 test paper. oh wells. reng ran shi wo zi ji bu zheng qi. and i dun think i'm gonna like my maths marks either cos i freaking borderline passed th second test. pulls all th othr grades now.. so most probably it's gonna be a C grade. SUCKS. oh and btw, tmr's like th NAPFA five items and thr's also busking. BLEARGHS. oh wells. and guess what. i think i'm gonna bust my sms limit at th rate vanessa and i sms each othr. hahahaha. after sch, van and i planned to go to th sch library cos she wanted me to show her miss lee's graduating yr class photos. HAHA. she had to meet miss lee and mrs chia for some OM stuff, therefore i went up first. i did quite a bit of digging in othr yrs before she came up cos i knw which yearbook to find miss lee in. hahaha. when she came up, she told me wat mrs chia had given them - trophies of encouragement. hahaha. i found it kinda cool. vanessa found it sweet. lol. anyways, so i showed her th photo in 1998 - NCC. hahahaha then her class. SO HILARIOUS. bibi&baba-model. her pinafore was so long la. i mean like it covers her knees when she sits. neither van nor mine does, but MISS LEE? LOL. then i showed her miss lee's primarysix photo. HAHA. omg. she totally couldnt recognise la. hahaha. then we tried searching for lu rui en's pic. she was kinda easily recognised. hahaha. and then we searched for miss charlotte teo. she was this relief tchr who took us when mrs fern was on maternity leave last year. hahaha. she looked kinda like wat we have seen of. hahaha. rui en and miss teo were from CHOIR! and both of them wrote graduating choir reports. SO COINCIDENTAL tt van found it freaky. i thot it was funny, dont know why. hahahha. rui en and miss lee were like frm th same class but different years. oh my goodness. th whole thing was so closely linked. not only that, rui en grad frm SC in 1997, miss lee grad frm SC in 1998 and miss teo grad frm SC in 1999! hahahahaha, one after anthr! LOL. after th whole hullaballoo, we searched for.. miss audrey tan's swimming pic and we FOUND IT! hahahahaha. long hair. wow. hahahaha. it was kinda a big thing to us. hahahahaha. after tt, we walked out of th sch still talking abt th whole yearbook thing. when i got to mr ho's place for piano lesson, i saw this red and black peugeot car. GOODNESS. if i ever get a driving liscence in th future, i wld wanna get a car similar to tt. it's not like any red car with black insides. it had RED coating with RED leather seats. SO COOL. th othr furnishings were black, including th seat belts. OMG. it looked so hot. i smsed van abt th car cos she, like me, LOVES red and black!! hahahahahaha. and she was like rambling on abt some vw car she saw th othr day which was also red and black. and i was like, volks again?! she was like hurh, tt car u saw was volks also? and i told her deep blue volks? rings a bell? and she bodoh and said no. i was like DOTS, her car? lol? and she finally got it and was like OH. i think i know wat you're thinking abt. and i was like DUHH. LOL. tt vanessa -.- OH WELLS.

HOLLABACK
hahahaha. see th vid for sc hollaback's standout. in one of th pics i cld see ELAINE and SUBHA and thr was this girl whom i think looked like cherylchia. hahahahaha. anyways. today's first period was LIT. vanessa din come to sch. oh wells. i cld guess why too though. anyways. bodoh miss lee mistook our LIT period for ENGLISH. goodness. after th normal few presentations, she gave back our lit [2] papers. somehow my paper was right on th top, so it meant she called me out first. bah. for a freaking short essay tt couldnt even fill up a full page, i got quite high for my own avg. usually i'd get abt 16 or 17 arnd thr. for this freaking short essay, i got 18.5 -gasps- th remarks made charmaine phua and i wanna roll on th floor and laugh our head off. hahahaha. after tt, we cont wit th debate. i din know what to say. bah. oh wells, cheryl koo ended th thing quite fast cos she "cldnt be bothered to argue for an old man". riiiighttttt. anyways. after that i had PE. i ran freaking 2.6km in 16:03 why 2.6 instead of 2.4km? because lynn counted wrongly. hahahahaha. anyways i dont really mind much i guess cos i got at least a C - gold. YAY. hahahahaha. oh wells, now i worry for thursday's five items esp IPU. faints. oh wells. GUESS WAT. cos of my ankle, i left dance early but i had stayed in sch for a while and van called me on th phone hahaha. somewhere in th midst of th conversation, i saw miss lau with another three teachers. HAHAHA. after some laughter, she walked towards her black toyota vios. i had a SHOCK. her car plate was SO similar to tt of miss lee's!! hahaha, as i said i was on th phone wit van and she also has D Lau for maths, i told her tt and she practically LAUGHED till it sounded as though she was hyperventilating. oh goodness. hahahaha. we talked on th phone for SO FREAKING LONG. so long until my batt died on me in KFC when i got to parkway. goodness. that WAS long. hahahahaha. after giving up on th batt, i went to parkway for a while. i got this nike waterbottle. it's RED AND BLACK. HEHS. van's gonna be so jealous tmr!! WAHA! LONG LIVE NIKE! as always, i've tuned transparent in ms lee's class. eurgh watever la, i dun exactly give a damn, seriously. oh wells, no i shall study and prepare for zi du tmr. i seriously need LUCK! hahahaha.

ARGH. my screwed comp did smthn to msn. i cant sign in. bah. anways i shall not let tt dampen my spirits. let's start from th beginning of th day ((: as yesterday van was telling me a LOT abt miss lee and her car ytd. and this morning when i was in my father's car as usual, i spotted this blue car. quite rare shade of blue i have to say. then smthn clicked. i had rmbed van saying tt miss lee's car was of a special type of blue and she'd show me th car like after sch or smthn. hahahaha. she didnt have to in th end, cos th car right next to my father's car when he was about to drop me off was her car! i recognised th driver's hair at first then when i inched past her car, i took a good look and i was like OMG, it IS her. hahahahaha. for a moment i wanted to roll off my seat laughing. ahahahaha. anyways, when i alighted from th nissan cerfiro, i walked into th sch and crossed th zebra-crossing. it's routinal. hahahaha. anyways, then again i spotted this blue car and i was like oh my, it cant be, oh SHIT it IS. thankfully it was at quite a dist so i hope she din recognise me. HAHAHA. like wtf la. she drives a freaking vw passat. VOLKSWAGEN -faints- goodness! i went to th courtyard and accidentally kicked a snail ovr even tho keejia and minyi tried to warn me. HAHAHA. oh wells, sorry oh poor snail. then i headed off to vanessa cos ytd she said she wanted a maoam candy hahaha so i specially left one for her ytd and gave it to her today. lols. and i told her wat had happened - th car thing. oh goodness. she also went crazy laughing at th coincidence. after that we went to th amphitheatre to talk even more abt wat had happened on saturday. hahaha. it was both sad and kinda funny. anyways, after flag-raising, mrs neoh asked like all of th OM group ppl to stand at thr front hahaha. commendment. and then it was th praisal of HOLLABACK CREW. hahahaha. oohlarlar? the trophy's HUGE! so TALL. lols. goodness. and then mdm marini did th malay thing again. goodness. i have given up on learning since th e-announcements always die on lynn and i. i so totally screwed th lit test. gasp. after lit was MATHS. and i totally din do my graph corrections cos i seriously dont know what she wants. i'm damn confused alr. bah. so i was feeling like super-ultra frustrated and incensed. eurgh. after maths and break was english. hoho. i was seriously kinda bored thanks to miss lau's maths period so i was like lying on top of my desk. rahh. and when i finally got up, miss lee was like waving at me and smthn hit me. i went: oh miss lee! is your car dented? hahahahahaha. she gave me tt "what th.. OH" look. hahahaha. and she was like who told you that?! must be those monkeys on saturday hahahahahahaha. in fact, it was vanessa. and i also mentioned this, miss lee! you canecelled th extra lit lesson you were supposed to have with lit & i just to eat at thai express?! and she gave tt pitiful look and was like i needed to have lunch! i was hungry! and i was like WTF?! HAHAHAHA. after english was like recess which i spent with vanessa and th othr oneSYians as usual. hahahaha inevitably thr was much chatterings about miss lee btwn vanessa and i. LOL. and they were studying science too. me being so inert, couldnt even be bothered to like go through much of th stuff ovr th weekends. fortunately and perhaps miraculously, th paper was really EASY! hahaha. after th sci test, we went for PE. physical gym workout. WAHAHA. obviously i did th ARM thing in preparation for IPU. hahahahaha. after PE was.. LIT! hahahahaha. she actually came into class with quite downcast. well it was kinda fearful. hahaha. after a few presentations, she started discussing about social hierarchy of th characters in our lit book. we had slim & curley in th same tier and lennie & candy in th same tier. danitza supported clim and charmainekoh supported curley. all that was mentioned in charmaine's points was: birthright. and danitza, being a debator, was kind of intimidating charmaine hahahaha and esp when she's fighting back with so many othr points why slim should be placed at a higher social strata than that of curley. i blatantly approved of danitza's opinion. hahahaha. and then we knew miss lee wanted to pick anthr two students to debate ovr lennie & candy's case. i had half a mind hoping she wldnt see me raising my hand in support of lennie. only half cos i thot it wld be fun but i dun exactly wanna humiliate myself by saying th wrong things knowing tt i SUCK at lit. so i raised my hand half up-right and held it like really close to me while nicole was like a gallantly blown flag at full mast, raising her arm up HIGH. i had tt intuition tt i was gonna be sabotaged, again like CE. and she DID. wtf. and guess who i had to argue my point to: cheryl koo. GOODNESS. but it was plain bullshit cos she din exactly know what she was saying i guess? and when i did tt watever sign th way i do it and said smthn to do wit talk th talk; walk th walk phrase, th class went woahh and stuff. hahaha. and obviously, miss lee was SHOCKED tt i could actually bring up a point to THAT extent. HAHAHA. charmaine phua and lynn were like telling me abt her facial expression then during assembly. hahahaha. miss lee was like, cheryl, do you concede defeat? it's kinda obvious cheryl said no, so i'm gonna fumble ovr evidences tonight. rahh. cos lit's like first period tmr and i'm supposed to cont wit th arguement. BULLSH*T. okay anyways, for assembly, it was tt annual chinese quiz thing. hahahaha. rachel lee and helen took part representing twoPE. YAYYE. hahahaha. thr was this question which i was randomly bullcrapping to charmainephua and lynn. th ppl couldnt on stage cldnt ans and we doubted tt my ans was correct so we didnt try. WHO KNEW, it WAS indeed andy lau. HOLY. th three of us laughed so badly. especially me, i tuned practically tomato. HOLY. hahahahahaha. so hilarious. it was so RANDOM cannnnnnnn!! hahaha after sch, van and i stayed back in sch. actually we didnt really mean to stay back so long but cos it rained so freaking heavily, we stayed in sch till like five-something. hahahaha. guess what we did ovr th time. at first th only reason van wanted to stay in sch for a while was to talk to someone. hahahaha. in th end, from OM, we started talking like seriously a LOT about miss lee. oh wells. twenty-eight days till she no longer teaches twoSY and twoPE and th OM ppl. it's damn sad okayye.. anyways, a few days back i read joeykhoo's blog and it was abt her scruntinising miss lee's car. HAHA. tt's exactly what i did today. HAHAHA. was just curious abt those decals on her windscreen. hahahaha. omg. for th first time in my life, i feel like another junyan-STALKER! hahahahaha. i think van and i are like NUTS over miss lee. hahahahahaha. for th long THREE HOURS we talked abt MISS LEE. goodness. how FREAKY can that get?! hahahahaha. oh my goodness. van also told me wat miss lee thought of me when i smsed everyone from oneSY to wish them goodluck for OM. LOL. i mean like seriously, being th retired PE rep, i really, from th bottom of my heart, wished tt they did well. hahahaha. oh wells. it WAS kinda funny. when i was waiting for 48 to come so tt i cld get home, i saw this PURTY red nissanlatio and a HAWTT deeppurple mazda. i think deep purple is so HOT but yet so GAY. hahahahaha. i freezed on th bus back home. it was still drizzling. gasp. fingers felt like dropping off. OH WELLS. did i mention tt when i was talking to van in th canteen, she was like pass me your phone, i'm gonna give u smthn.. you go search it on ur phone later alrite? oh and keep t confidential, seriously just to yourself. i'm like HMM, ok. so she took it. and when she was done, th first thing i checked was my inbox cos she seemed to have typed smthn. then i thought carefully, NO WAIT! then i checked my contacts. HAHAHA. and i was right, she DID put her phone number in my contacts. HOLY. i was damn surprised. hahaha. anyways. i still want her e-mail add though! omg. i seriously sound like a stalker.. GASPS! still, THANK YOU VAN AND I LOVE YOU FOR GIVING THAT TO ME. hehs. XD

gasp. i think i'm cynical. bah. shall not emphasise on tt. ANYWAYS. as i've said alcinda, grace and i wanna go out after th exam nxt friday. i wanna get a haircut, so does grace. so i was thinking. HOW about having a haircut plus wash/blowdry after exam and THEN dinner? AH. lols. sound so taitai-ish. my bun is like so HUGE. ohwells, not as HUGE as grace's but still, i dont like it and YES, wastage of shampoo and hair conditioner. HAHA. oh yes, one thing, HAPPY EASTER'S DAY.
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has it ever occured to you how it feels to be lonely. how it feels when everyone seems to be avoiding you. people whom you were so close to. they seem to drift off and leave you stranded in oblivion. dont care about what they think. you know fairly well how they feel. but, has it ever occured to them how it is to feel isolated. maybe they should read of mice and men. will that really work though? since they're already so dense and ignorant of how you are now, what makes you think they'd know how to apply that to their interpersonal skills. BULLSHIT they all are. liars. masqueraders. all of us are. NO ONE never lies. perhaps it IS indeed every man for himself. only i am so gullible to believe that there would be people who arent like that. i am for one who thinks too much about how all of you all feel. i think it's so useless to care for a bunch of people whom you think are friends but they actually seriously treat you like trash. they're wearing dog-collars. you know. bitches wear them. it makes much sense doesnt it. picture this. someone so desperate, so unwilling to let a person go and grabs th legs of th othr person. and you are that obstinate, stubborn person. how would you feel? have you all ever wondered WHY in th first place th person feels so insecure, so afraid of everything. NO. you all just care about getting rid of tt person. people get smarter everyday but their values water down. so tell me what's th use of being so intellectually-enriched when you live a life which is so socially-deprived. pondering thoughts. they say i'm paranoid. how would i start churning my mind over a topic like this if it has never had sparks to be lighted from?

RAHH. miss lee and mrs chia and van's OM grp having DINNER at NYDC eh that's bullshit. rahh. anyways. let's tell u wat happened to van today when i sent good luck msgs to those OM ppl. haha. before i went for ballet i stood at th piano for six whole minutes sending good luck msgs. and this was roughly wat van had said to me : Thx! Don't sms again. My phone's on ringing mode and miss lee is like sitting next to me can... Dont reply ah.. obviously i had sent a good luck msg too and she also replied me. when i replied dav and since van din want me to reply her, i noted at th end of th msg : tell van i said this SWITCH YOUR PHONE TO SILENT MODE LA BODOH! hahahaha. and after a LONG while, i got a reply frm dav.. or so i thought? "WadEva la U freak... by e way, its van here... U know tat Davinia screamed out wad u said infront of mrs chia and miss lee." HAH. th first thing i wanted to say was. TOOBAD. but i jus went LOL. oh wells. hahahahaha. class was bullshit too today. i was totally inexistent. ohwells. cant exactly blame her cos come to think of it, i'd have done that too. WELL, thy shalt not get too affected by it. and guess what. SCGS GOT TH FIRST PLACE IN HOLLABACK CREW FOR UNDER SEVENTEEN CATEGORY! oleh! lols. cos i had dinner at RTC, after dinner, we went to catch a movie at the theatre. guess what they were showing.. the fantastic four. RIGHT. anyways. th movie's like any other hero-save-th-world movie. rahh. well i had to admit tt th guy who turned metal looked freaky considering it was th same actor as th one in Charmed. in tt tv series he was a demon. rah. freaky. sorta gave me th creeps cos i thot 'demons' more than 'mutated human' and bsides he was playing th BAD GUY. OH WELLS. so there goes. today's BORING. oh and let's get VAIN. holy. my mother bought this facial TONER thing and MASK and eye MASK. seriously i dont know how to meddle with this stuff. th only things i knw tt takes priority in facial hygiene is th facial wash itself and pimple cream tt always aggravates th condition. blearghs. oh wells. that's abt it today i guess ((:

THIS THIS and THIS makes up th colours used on my class blog. weeheeee. YAYYE. it's so plain but so BEAUTIFUL. hahahahahaaha. wahahahaha. oh anyways. it's good friday today. ytd's class was taken by cheryl and jiajia. hahahaha. wat was weird is tt, it was FUN! those two were so spastic. HOLY. oh wells. i'm spending more time doing up th twoPE class blog.
RAHH. i'm quite done with th class blog. rahh. all of a sudden i'm so interested in of mice and men. oh wells. i'm googling for reviews on th book. hahahaha. all in preparation for th lit test nxt monday. sadly, it's TEXT-BASED. but it wont kill for me to find out a little more would it?

ooh larlar. twoPE started a CLASS BLOG. loveyourpeas- hahahahaha. oh wells. no extra lit lesson today cos miss lee had to accompany th OM ppl to ACS[I] for th OM spontaneous competition. hmm. and it was sorta a blessing in disguise cos lynn slid down th stairs. lol. buttache. oh wells. thr's nothing much to blog. OH YEAHH. my sis had her ballet exam today and my "angel" gave me two gold coin chocolates. hahahaha. tt reminded me tt i've gotta get sweets for weiqin soon cos she's my "ward" and she's got a sweet-tooth. hehs. OH WELLS. and tt stupid nadine wants me to do this stupid seven questioned thing again. BLEH. here goes nothing..

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME;
[i] i dance
[ii] i play the piano
[iii] my uniform's pinafore's blue
[iv] my socks are loose
[v] i dont snore
[vi] i dont talk in my sleep
[vii] my computer is old

SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE ME;
[i] steep staircases
[ii] contact lenses stuck in my eyeballs
[iii] being alone in th house
[iv] being called out to read smthn
[v] being stared at
[vi] loud shrieks
[vii] vinegar

SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST;
[i] lemons
[ii] oranges
[iii] limes
[iv] cherries
[v] blueberries
[vi] strawberries
[vii] cranberries

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE;
[i] pass HCL
[ii] kill her
[iii] paint my own room
[iv] have my own computer
[v] have a grand piano
[vi] graduate from school
[vii] do twenty IPUs

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST;
[i] oh crap
[ii] shit la
[iii] ARGH
[iv] OMG
[v] wah liew
[vi] OEI
[vii] hurh

SEVEN QUALITIES I WANT IN MY BOYFRIEND;
[i] {?}
[ii] {?}
[iii] {?}
[iv] {?}
[v] {?}
[vi] {?}
[vii] {?}

SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO DO THIS TOO;
[i] sasha
[ii] davinia
[iii] danitza
[iv] victoria
[v] jo-ann
[vi] meredith
[vii] adria

heard about angels and wards? everybody in my class has been posted an angel. i dont know who it is and i couldnt make out th handwriting. weiqin's my ward. LOL. obviously she could tell it was my handwriting. blame it on th fact tt my handwriting is easily distinguished. hahahaha. so it kinda spoilt th fun. btw, her ballet exam's today. wonder how it went. haha. oh today for lit, miss lee is like losing her voice and she's sorta like turning deaf. she cant hear us and she sounds low. hahahha. and for PE, we had to run at malcom park. bah. we ran ovr two overhead bridges then two rounds at malcom park and then back to sch. yeahh. we stopped a lot of times. so funny. hahahahaha. and when we were done running we did 20 stomach crunches at the sports complex. pathetic la 20 only. ytd hsien fa made us do like 120 of them. BAH. and after tt we had to do 10 freaking push-ups. ytd hsien fa made us do quite a few too. inwards some more. blearghs. my shoulders feel as though their falling off. lol. anyways. chinese was bullshit la. i spent th 2nd recess and prep period trying to memorise th lines for mo xie. in th end, th teacher either pitied us or didnt expect us to be so hardworking tt she changed to ting xie. LOL. and then cos lynn and i were talking abt some trivial stuff, she made us both read th stupid textbook's poem and th explanation. oh wells. lynn and i were prepared cos it seems like nowadays she loves to pick on us. hahaha. actually, nothing much happened today anyways.

weehee. I ACTUALLY PASSED TH FREAKING MATHS TEST! sheesh. i cld have gotten anthr 2 marks if not for my stupid subj of th formula question. was so careless. BAH. anyways. AMMONIA STINKS. long live oxygen. th smell of ammonia's still stuck in my head. ew. stupid sci experiment. GAHS. cant. get. it. out. BLEARGHS.

today's assembly was on international friendship day. oh goodness. th quotes make me sick in th stomach and at th same time i felt like crying. i mean after reading them, i realised tt some people dont understand friendship. oh wells. anyways. my mother wrote this letter while i was at sch. she was thinking of giving it to her but i was like, nvm la. if things really get bad then maybe wait till after th exams. doesnt matter if she tortures me for th next few lessons. cos i read th letter. yeahh i agree she's kinda like taking things frm only one side. making ppl think tt i'm mental. making me humiliated. well then again we dont know whether she's doing it on purpose or not - even tho we think she is. cos th way my mother wrote th letter, it's th same problem as her's - being one-sided. no i'm not blaming my mother, it's just well it'd blow up th matter even bigger and seriously i appreciate th help and support. anyways. i thank goodness my mother knows how i feel, not like tt bigoted, freakish-haired, prejudiced, brainless idiot. i know it's mean to actually portray her tt way but if she really is as big-hearted as she says, she shldnt CARE. oh and if th letter seriously gets to her and she rebutts and doesnt think, my mother and i will make sure everyone who's been mentioned gets involved just to shut her up. it's not just my pride at stake. it's my friends whom i'm implicating. i know who to torture and who to leave alone and who to be nice to. seriously, some people plain make me sick in th stomach. so sick tt whenever i unintentionally get reminded of them, i'll visualise them with a stick in their stomach with blood oozing out. oohlarlar. do you know i'm actually enjoying th picture. goodness. i'd never thought things would end up this way. but WHATEVER. no one believed me tt things wld change after she has a boyfriend. you tried assuring me tt everything wld still be th same. tt's a huge promise. well i tell you i was right. you freaking hate me for being like this? WELL TOO BAD. i had warned you.
anyways. abt sch hurh. i totally screwed th maths paper. hurrah. i hate graphs. i suck at graphs. i screwed th graph questions. GOODBYE A1. i think i'm seriously gonna fail it, no kidding. history i guess wasnt that bad. industrial revolution. i think i like tt chapter. hahahaha. i knew sch was gonna be good. i told you it'd be wonderful drowning myself in sch work. and i'm right. GOOD. anyways. today i got back this chinese comprehension test thingy. HA. I PASSED. yeahh it was a boderline passed but still, I PASSED. th previous one i had like SIX. lol. oh wells. ms lau's done with marking our maths paper and she's returning them to us tmr. FREAK. i'm seriously gonna fail. the graph questions were like 6 marks, 7 marks and 7 marks. so screwed. BAH. oh wells.
oh now. i shall let loose and think like a kid - delusional. i need to stop thinking abt negative stuff so here's my first step to beautifying my thoughts.
topic: your ideal paradise.
obviously it'll be nothing without my parents and my brother and my sister. haha. yesterday i had been going through some old photos. it's a mystery how close my brother and i were last time. hahaha. well i wish it stayed tt way. my house would be.. HMM. huge manions linked together. i dont like th idea of living ALONE so maybe i shld do smthn like a skytrain to link them! hahaha. thr'd be a house of my own wit many rooms and ANYONE i invite can come in. just dont dirty th rugs. one room will be thoroughly monochrome. black and white. th floor tiles wld be checkered. urban chairs which are trasparent. black and white and gray photos of beautiful ballet arabesque lines. contemporary ballet poses would do too. practically ANYTHING about dance. AND AND AND! not forgetting a BLACK or WHITE or GLASS grand piano. BEAUTIFUL.. anthr room could be colourfully wallpapered. huge orangey lights hanging from th ceiling. retro bean bags and huge retro squares/circles for th walls. i'll have windows everywhere with thick frames. heart shaped, star shaped, blob shaped, circular, squarish, WHICHEVER! i want stars stuck all over th walls and ceiling. thr must be a disco ball somewhere and LIGHTS and LAVA LAMPS! and anthr room wld be filled with stretching mats, a few weights, barres, full-length mirrors and leotards and glass windows and CANDLES! ooh larlar. dancestudio/gymnasium and it wld consist of two levels. th first lvl wld be a swimming pool and maybe a hot tub. i LOVE hot water. hahahaha. and along th walls i would place aquariums. ahh. EVERY ROOM would have a stereo. surround-sound. HAHAHA. the black and white room can play classical music. the retro one i can leave LUSH99.5 on. for th dancestudio/gymnasium. HMM. ANYTHING! and thr'd be anthr room which is filled with carpentry and art stuff. it shld be th attic. paints, palettes, drawing block, clay, ART. i'll paint the walls with light olive green to give it an earthy feel. and i'll just put a radio or a television thr. so fun. ((: then i'll have anthr room filled with a drum set, guitars, piano, violins and an iMac wit garage band and obviously i want ROCK MUSIC! ooh larlar. jamming! and i'll make th place deep purple and red and black and lime green! and i'll hv a comfy couch right at th side. and i want a whole closet of clothes. ALL KINDS OF CLOTHES. and my toilet. HMM. glass basins. stone bathtub? hahahha. i want seashells and pebbles lain all ovr the toilet in a decorative way. oh and my living room. a CHANDALIER! and a television. doesnt matter how huge. just not too small and MUST BE CLEAR! and a HUGE lush velvet sofa. and a glass table. marble floor. full length window which shows th swimming pool. and a store room to dump all sorts of things. and thr must be a COMPUTER thr! and when i'm tired i'll sleep in my parent's house. yay. hahaha. and th space in between each house would be a garden full of strawberries, blueberries, blackcurrants, cranberries, oranges, lemons, limes, cherries, grapes. ooh so fun. and thr'd be no weeds, no ants, no irritating pests. just butterflies. hahahaha. OH i forgot. i want a science lab in my hse too. so fun. and thr'd also be a study which can also serve as a library. and i'll have my textbooks, worksheets and stuff neatly packed on their own. it's as though like magic. i wish th garden grew dark chocolates as stems and of shrubs and lollipops as fruits of their bearing and thr'd always be a ribena or milo or ice lemon tea or wintermelon tea or green tea dispenser somewhere nearby. YAY. and th best. I DONT WANT DUST! and everything would still be neat and tidy. they wld neaten up themselves. OH ONE MORE, ACESS TO MTV IN EVERY ROOM. EVEN TH LOO. oh th wonders. tt's never gonna happen but i feel happy thinking about it anyways.

i miss 2005 so much. onesy. mrs fern. th singing led by jec and ying. th preperation of english and chinese talentime. losing my voice twice in th same yr. th dance concert. willa and i screwing up for chinese quiz. painting of th class banner which in tunr ruined our back noticeboard. hahaha. getting ready for th spirit of th class competition. cheering for heather, rachel, karina, geklynn, deb and so many othrs on sports' day. we cheered till everyone went hoarse. avril concert wit willa and elaine. screaming ESTHER! for junyan whenever she walked pass. spiting junyan whenever we walked via a diff route and end up seeing esther. screwing up my gradesix adage. having to join classes wit th jnrs. daily classes ovr th june holidays. knowing sarahjane. being 'tardds with th rest of them. going ovr to each othrs' hse. going to ms lee's hse for steph's bday. airport trips. feelings, memories, positive and negative ones. i need to learn to be nonchalant to them. wat good is it to reminisce when you konw things are so screwed and are well, irreversible. sigh. yesterday was a blur to me. i dont remember wat made me act tt way. i seriously dont rmb. it's like i'm down with amnesia or smthn. oh wells. anyways. i cant wait to drown myself in schwork. i mean like just stay in sch. tmr twoSY and th othr two winning classes of th clasp award are going for th squash finals. sigh. but tingfang isnt going. and she specially requested to sit with me during assembly. lols. contemplation of seeing a doctor. i think i need sleeping pills. bah. lack of motivation to wake up. i actually awoke at seven today but i didnt want to get out of bed. so i stayed thr till ten, thinking of ways to make myself less hurt. how delusional and deceiving. obviously it didnt work. might as well stay in bed and stray in oblivion till time class me up to study maths and history. REM sleep makes you tired. and it stems GROWTH. omg. i'm gonna be short. bleh.

solution: anti-depressants?
head they've got side effects.

suggestion two: sleeping pills?
OVERDOSE?

the weekends are here again. as rachel lee says, weekends come and go. sad thing is, nxt monday's test is HISTORY and MATHS. omg. i suck at graphs. omg. i suck at history. ohwells. tmr's gonna be a LONG claustrophobic ballet class. and alisha got so worked up ovr me asking her to be more polite she's not even smsing me in the morning. eurgh. yesterday before we th grdsevens started class, ms lee made th eights do some of their work before they left. thr was this dance with th scarf tt melanie cheryl and joan was doing. then cheryl kept having to stand right in front so she almost tripped melanie quite a few times. melanie got so pissed that she rolled at eyes and did some funny face behind cheryl's back. deb and i saw it and we broke out in fits of laughter. melanie knew we saw it and she showed un fairness of tt woman having to push her around. omg. funny reaction. oh anyways. today, we had english for first period. analysed a stupid newspaper article which had been chopped up and we had to scramble it. goodness. anyways. i got patted on th head after asking a question. what th hell? lols. anyways. after tt, we went for art. surprisingly my clay is STILL hydrated! hahaha. i redid th 'pot' ovr and ovr again. alas th misfortune upon me, th stupid thing was to THIN. bah. crushed it, gave up hope and went for recess instead. hahaha. for science, we meddled with ALKALIS. hahahaha. oh we also kinda got lectured cos we turned up late. ohwells. hahaha. after science was CE. bah. we were to meet SY at room 98 with feng rong and miss lee. a lot of the twoSY-ians were missing cos of OM. hahaha and i know them all. HAHAHA. okayye whatever la. anyways. today's quote was on generosity. she made us sit in groups of fours according to register numbers. as nicole said we just came back from the science lab - DUH hahahha. cos many SYians were missing, their groups finished elaborating on the quote faster than ours cos we had more groups. first miss lee picked lynn, then charmaine pek. when i turned to look at the teachers' table, i saw an evil grin. GAHS, i knew it. she was gonna sabotage me. BAH. nicole was like saying oh you must make it look BRILLIANT!! i was like HURH. hahaha. crapped some stuff and i saw SASHA laughing. YOU EVIL! bah. anyways. for dance, channelnewsasia came ovr today to interview biru cos she got into some australia thingy through the melbourne trip at th beginning of th year. hahaha. they also interviewed hsien fa. so damn weird. anyways. because of tt crap thing we were let off at 1730 but those people doing OM could leave first bcos they hv to perform for ms heng. HAHAHAHAHA. oh wells.

oh wells. after another day at school. HMM. should i go watch burn th floor? yeahh i wanna watch, but my father doesnt wanna pay, and my mother's offering to pay. well i feel bad. cos it's expensive, i dun want her to pay u knw. it BURNS a huge hole in her bank account. oh wells. i'm still contemplating. and i'm also contemplating ovr doing the summer sch course or not. sigh. oh wells. oh today, sasha, rachel ong and i went up to the library to look at yearbooks today. so weird. miss lee's secfour class was 4/3. looks like my birthday. HAHAHA. anyways. we realised tt scgs used to name their sec classes by NUMBERS. queer. now they change to MORAL VALUES, even queer-er. oh anyways. our purpose of going up was to try to confirm the rumour tt she used to be in DANCE in primary school. OH WELLS. we couldnt find. hahahaha. but we saw her pri sch photo. goodness. cant tell it's her. 6Generosity. hahahaha. i was in 6G of tns? lol. anyways. she made us do a comprehension exercise today. and charmaine phua got a happy note for encouraging rachel see-toh. since th class heard abt it, they tried doing th same thing just to get happy notes. seriously, i think it's stupid to do that. i mean, trying to be nice just because of HAPPY NOTES? fuck happy notes. eurgh. it's because of happy notes our class can no longer go and support the squash team in their final game against MGS. stupid. EURGH. sour. rahh. sigh. thr's ballet tonight. i wanna sleep. i dun wanna dance. i wanna study history. BAH

i'm a liar. i'm a masquerader. i'm hypocritical. i'm just like any other person who walks along the streets of earth, like YOU.
oh anyways, this morning, it started off with the busted laptop for e-announcements. then feng rong came in. then th thing was still busted. but i could type stuff at the address bar. then mrs quek held miss lee's hand, pulling her into our classroom. hahaha. it was so funny. cos lynn and i were at the front doing the laptop thing and then we were laughing. then miss lee tried to shush me but i stuck my tongue at her and then she gave me tt hmph face. looked like a kid. goodness. hahahaha. th reason for pulling her in was to borrow her french. wow. she speaks french. goodness. scary. anyways. after she was done she immediately ran out of my class back to twoSY. lols. sudden realisation. she's not gonna be teaching my class in one month and ten days. that's a really short period of time. she's leaving cos ms chua's coming back. seriously, miss lee should stay and do LIT while ms chua does english. oh wells. selfish isnt it. but OH WELLS. anyways, meredith and i spent the whole RAP period doing stupid graphs. ms lau makes us super confused. like ULTRA confused. bah. then we had science before we ended sch. oh during RAP liwei was talking about yingyi cos i was complaining about her mixing yiLing's name with mine. so sickening. i hate it. as miss lee says from of mice and men the name gives identity. EW. i dun wanna be mistaken as YILING. goodness. and what liwei told us abt her, it sorta reminded me of carlson from of mice and men once again. bahh. literature is infectious. oh wells. i'm seriously sad. miss lee's gonna leave. i mean like so far in the whole secondary sch life i think she's been the clearest and interesting literature teacher. even sarah wants her to stay. even lynn. even meredith. even charmaine phua. sigh. i talk a lot abt her hurh. oh wells. i do feel guilty. like the way our class treats our teachers, i even pity MS LAU, let alone miss lee cos she's like an ex SC-girl and she connects with students. well yeahh it's kinda sore to know tt she is prejudiced to twoSY but who wouldnt, they're the smartest class in th lvl. oh wells. we want her to stay. SIGH. and i just found out i'm gonna have a chinese test on the 19th, NAPFA on 20th and ballet exam on the 21st. BULLSHIT. eurgh. i think i'm gonna turn delusional with all these stuff. maybe i already am. i dont know what i wanna do with myself anymore. ballet's no longer a refuge for me, it's war. the only salvation i get is sleeping. i dont wanna talk to others. i only talk to people in school but exculde the controversy. oh wells. i'm tired but not sleepy. i cant sleep unless there's soft movement. no longer being patted to sleep. no longer being stroked to sleep. it seems like i can only sleep in cars or buses only now. even th radio no longer helps. i lie awake in bed trying to sleep but it never works. only when the tears roll. disfiguring eyes. oh wells. oh and i just discovered a mysterious package on top of my folders. i was curious so i took this thing that was wrapped in HAPPY BIRTHDAY wrapper and placed in an ig's heaven plastic bag. oh wells. it says on th wrapper in highlighter-orange happy birthday sis be happy and dont be so grumpy all day -wg oh wells i dunno wat to say. then i opened the thing carefully. oh wells. emergency chocolates it says. the first thing that came to my mind was: omg wtf. is it poisonous? ahh. chocolates. i got ferero rocher from my sis too. oh wells. CHOCOLATES. spiderflavoured?

oh wells. i think i've got a problem again. headaches are back to haunt me. i cant sleep again. for th past few days i've been unable to sleep. i feel tired but not sleepy. is tt an irony? anyways, i'm so sick of it. i get breathless easily. talk abt ballet today. one freaking allegro exercise and i felt like collapsing. perhaps it was also bcos ppl were standing arnd me. well i HATE it. absolutely HATE having ppl standing arnd me when i'm breathing. like science lab it was so crowded at mrs tsoi's lab table tt i segregated myself from th othrs by standing one meter away from them. oh wells. unbreathable area. clusters. oh and i jus found out NAPFA's on th 20th while ballet exam's 21st. that's so crappy. i'm gonna go for the exam with blistered feet. that's seriously shitty. oh btw. i'm so proud of my HCL compo. 46/70. it's my best compo yet from secone. hahaha. oh and as expected for the test, i failed. but yet i improved by ONE mark from th first paper. ohwells. still failure but I IMPROVED OKAY. aiyah heck. self-denial. tmr's gonna be a sad sad sad day. thr's neither english nor lit lessons tmr. it's gonna be a boring day. oh guess what. amanda [ballet] and i've got the same wallet. jus tt they're of diff colours. and i just noticed tt my wallet and my phone matches. how touching. HAHA. oh wells. i think i'm turning insane again. like knife blood cuts deaths insane. ahh. i think it's such a happy matter. and when i get happy again, i think it's gross. oh wells. alteregoism. falalas. i dont even know what i'm saying. i'm like crapping but i really mean what i say. HO. HO. HO. oh and i seriously love geography and science. i LOVE it. i dont know why i said it and why i do but i DO! sigh. i wanna sleep. i wanna sleep and stay in bed forever. i wanna lie in bed dreaming about stuff. stuff that i wish would happen. wishes that replay in my mind every single day. oh yeahh. this wounds would not heal. ripped apart over and over again. the stitch marks are so deep, they made holes. so much holes i think it's permanent. it's gonna stay tt way. like everything else is gonna. like her, like them, like me. no. but things change. for the WORSE. i think you suck she sucks he sucks they suck i suck. oh wells. melancholy. i feel like dying i feel like living i feel like floating. bahs. senseless chatter in my mind. i wanna sleep. burst them. stop them. SHUT THEM UP. i dont know how to sleep. i cant do it. i hope i could fall sick but i hate falling sick and i dont wish to fall sick. i'm seriously contradicting myself. OH SWEET OBLIVION. dip me into the darkness of yours. oh damned ostracision i will joing your dark side. oh painkillers. i think i'm gonna be addicted to panadol soon. sex, drugs, alcohol. oh wells. INSOMNIA. DEPRESSION. PARANOIA. omg. i think i'm thinking about this too much from thinking about myself thinking of other stuff and people too much. WAIT. i'm lost. cant stop the tears. cant stop the throbbing. cant stop the mummuring.

OH JOYFULNESS..
only van had to do OM cos of their membership sign. so sasha and dav went out with me. hahaha. first. let's talk about sports day! sigh. we lost to twoSE by two points. actually nothing much to complain abt cos we seriously screwed th cheer thing, thus th bad results. but our 4x100m rocked. choong is such a freaky sprinter. hahaha. anyways, she got this individual thingy award. yayye to her. this is a picture i took when i was sitting in front of dan. hahaha. sasha and i agreed tt she looks dignified in this picture. hahahaha. oh wells. then i took anthr pic. this consists of liwei, adria, minyi and weiqin. hmm. i see a BIT of meredith in it. LOLS. oh anyways. it was kinda funny when i first got to th stadium today. most of th ppl in onesyohfive rmbed my bday lols. i got sung a birthday song twice. so touched, seriously. hahahah. ahh. judith din get me anything but nvm hahaha. i dun mind. lols. then van and dav had to return me four bucks each. i'd finally gotten ovr the mental calculations thingy of the money problem. thank goodness i din take th pencilcase cos i prefer th one i'm using. it's more RED and my voodoo doll key chain fits better with this one. hahahaha. so tt has become van's early bday present. so tt makes it one less present to fret ovr. th whole day i had ppl saying happy birthday. lols. felt so awkward cos i kept saying thankyous. lols. anyways, sincerely, THANK YOU! especially to those people who sang. lols. may from twoSY and natyeo frm twoCO also sang along even tho they din knw me. so funny. ahahahahha. merci beacoup to the ones who gave presents hahaha. oh tingfang gave me this thingy i din knw wat it was. sasha, dav and i were trying to figure out wat it was. sasha was like OH maybe, it's a BOW for and arrow of some sort. then when i finally asked tingfang, she said it was to be worn on th wrist. lols. hilarious. i spent another five minutes figuring how to secure it. lols. when we found out, i wanted to knock myself. lols. oh and thank you to LEONGYILING, who gave me ferero rocher the moment i got home. LOLS. hahahha. what a nice sister. anyways. after th sports day events, i had to wait for dav cos she had guides' duty - cleaning up. hahaha. then waited for her to change into her class tee. we then decided on eating at PIZZA HUT. lols. i felt so bloated after lunch. and i only have to pay the taxes. so funny. cos sasha and dav paid for the meals. actually they wanted to pay for the whole thing but i felt bad cos dav alr splitted such a HUGE cost with van for tt wallet i wanted. hahas. after lunch, i was like omg, i'd better not have a heavy dinner tonight and just now at th fridge, i saw CAKE. oh my goodness. LOL. then we headed off for th MRT station at toa payoh and went off to orchard. we walked arnd wisma atria and stuff. first we walked into FOX. omg. stupid dav and sasha pushed me into th changing room to try on this stupid mini-skirt. omg. this was how i looked in it. GAHS.
omg so blehh. it wasnt tt short cos it was too huge for me. it could actually slide off my hips. EEYER. they know i dont wear skirts. and tt freaking skirt alone was 39 bucks. hoho. i was in class t-shirt btw. so yeahh, pardon the red shirt. hahahaha. after tt, we went to isetan for fun. hahaha. we coincided with kellie and her two friends. then we went off to heeren to take neoprints. i managed to scan one of the neoprints. eh lucky shot okayye. i've never used my printer for scanning before lest i spoilt it. hate being scolded. eurgh. and no one ever helps when i ask. so oh wells.luckily it was empty, or else we wouldnt have been able to take any. hahaha. OH did i mention tt i got hugged by zihan in th middle of orchard road. LOLS. th three of us were walking and then i spotted this familiar face. th only thing was - she was talking to a girl from RJC, so i din knw whether it WAS zihan or not. then we said hi. LOLS. hahaha. that's so random. ANYWAYS, when dav went to get a cup of milo after taking neoprints, we made the vendor take a pic of th three of us. LOLS. so thick-skinned. lols.ahh. it was so fun going out with them cos it's easy being spastic with them. LOLS. sasha and i kept spluttering words. our tongues had some problem today. lols. she owes me a SWEET. according to her tt is. LOL. after tt, i jus took 36 home while they took the MRT. oh and i was saying while we were walking on th roads of dont-know-where, the three of us could make a singapore flag. sasha cld be the cresent and the five stars, i'd be the upper half of the flag and dav could be the lower half. why? look at our class tees. HAHAHAHA.

YIPEE!! new layout. omg i love it so much. it gives such a dreamy feel and the font is absolutely FABULOUS. hahaha. it's tiny. i treasure tiny fonts. HAHAHA. people say people with small handwriting have low self-confidence and self-esteem. i wonder if it's true. but in my case, i suppose? anyways. let's try to be egoistic for once. look at me in pointe shoes! omg. the muscles are like so.. huge. lol. anyways. i went out for dinner with my uncles last night. they ate at like PARKWAY'S thai restaurant. lols. anyways. this aunt of mine kept calling me cassandra. lols. i've kinda gotten used to it cos she'd been calling me tt since young. okay seriously, i'm LEONGYITING on my birth cert and i'm damn proud of it. i cringe whenever i hear myself being called cassandra. hahaha. after dinner, i finally got my father to buy a new supply of monthly contact lenses. and yesterday was cheerene's birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEERENE!! and today's ying's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YING!! hahaha. this morning, i did a bit of stuff on class blog, changed sha-tingg's layout and then went off to OKH. i'm like wearing 6.5 ballet shoes and 6.5 character shoes. lols. size 6 ran outta stock for character shoes. my mother was so shocked to see alcinda wearing 7.5 for ballet shoes. LONG and SLIM. how freaky can her feet be. oh my goodness. so fast. it's april already. i still am able to recall my first reluctant day back at sch this year. hahahs. OH CRAP. i just rmb tmr's sports day. so it means i have to charge batteries for my camera. hahahaha. i'm still pondering whether to go to seoul garden or to pull people with me to watch ultraviolet. sigh. i shall spend the sports day events with vanessa, willa, davinia and all first. i'm gonna feel sad after that anyways. EURGH. i'm so gonna kajiao miss lee tmr. RAHH. oh and i have to rmb putting judith's present in my bag. hahaha. the RED earrings. and i have to wear my RED t-shirt and RED ribbons in my hair. lols. OLEH! hahahaha ((:

i'm damn sad. really really sad. MISS LEE RUINED my birthday plans for monday. oh wells. my birthday's on monday and it's sports day. so at first, i had wanted davinia and vanessa to go out with me after the sports day's events. dav and van got in for OM's nationals' competition. miss lee's in charge of their group. unfortunately, she arranged for them to meet on monday. so it means they cant go out with me. wonderful hurh. they're like the two of the closest friends i have frm sch. and they cant go out with me. eurgh. van and i have decided on making a fuss out of it on monday during sports day. sigh. oh and i've gotten judith's presents ready. i got her two pairs of RED earrings cos her fav colour's red too!! HAHAHA. and it' got a RED box with a RED ribbon to keep it in which also matches it. so RED [RAD]. LOL. oh, liwei did her ballet exams today. she told me the examiner was very nice. nd well, she watches out for lines, expressions and FEET! HA! FEET! ahh. nothing really much happened today. sigh. i hate the sonata lady. stupid stupid stupid. RAHH. i am gonna kill miss lee. RAHH. so, should i ask elaine and yichieh if they're free or just go for the class bonding thing at seoul garden? SIGH. oh and i got THAT billabong wallet!! so happy. ahhaha. van and someone would be splitting the cost cos i bought it. she wanted me to get it cos she wasnt out today. hahaha. so i paid first. she wun have to pay me but her partner will cos she gotten this pencilcase, and she'll take it as an advance present for her birthday. hahah. 27.90 / 2 = 13.80, 19.90 - 13.80 = 6.10 omg. that woman's got me paying. lol.